New Year Resolution

One more hour, everything in 2009 has to come to an end. Everyone is gonna be older. I am no more a 19 years old teenager. I am going to turn 20, a small adult. For the coming years, my age is starting with the number, two. Time flies. I am so old and so i have no excuses to act childish anymore.

Review back 2009, a year which is so busy and busy and busy. I am sure it would be an unforgettable year for me definitely, for the lifetime. Sad and delighted things all come together at once.

Grandma passed away. I experienced the pain of losing someone important in my life. The sorrow and grief is so undescribeable. Sadness, it is still here, deeply. But I know she is now living happily in the heaven, watching over me. And thank you for her bless, i know its her bless that make me passed the exams. However, I dont have a chance to tell her personally, im leaving to further studies in Germany. Anyway, passing the exams and able to fly, i know i gonna be happy. Eventhough the result is not so good, but this is still something to be proud of. I guess, this should be the turning point of my life. Im stepping to the next phase of my life.

Leaving the comfort zone, i have no idea of what would happen over there. Feeling of so insecure. 2010 what I wanna do is not that much, i just hope everything goes well to me in germany, pass the germany university entry examination and get the uni in Hamburg. Thats all. I am not that greedy =P

Happy New Year 2010 everyone. Just left that bad things behind and have a great year ahead.


*im busy packing my luggage this few days, so im not gonna update this blog until i reach germany, will update after im there=)

Journey that full of memories

I could still remember vividly, the situation and feelings when i first came to KBU,
it was like just happened yesterday,
the feeling of so insecure and excitement,
with unacquaintance places and unfamiliar people.

Out of expectation that i got the scholarship and could it say that its the turning point of my life?

Throughout this 18 months, which is neither short nor long, its more than enough to change you mentally and physically.
And you found out you were once so ugly in your lifetime when browsing through the old photos.
* i dont mean im pretty right now :D

First time learning foreign language,
Found it hard yet fun,

first time sharing a room with people,

Lucky enough to have fanstastic roommates,

first time travelled so much with buses,

first time celebrated so much birthdaysss,

first time having so much non stop tests, exams and assignments.

Away from home for the first time,
learned to be more independent.

First time learn to love and being love. :D

Anyway, just hope everyone got to fly. *finger cross hardly*

The crazy classmates and Herr Lambert

Roommates and jaevon, we were so ugly =P

Bowling with Frau Pfeiffer

Gala Night'08


X'mas 08 @ the Curve

Hooi Ying's birthday

After Poetry at KL

Ta..DA, we have miss African in our gang=p

Banting Trip

Ainin's Birthday, (i know i gotta get kill posting this )

Post TEE trip, the nice one

And finally~~~~ Graduation

Gala Night '09

~the end~

~start of holidays~ * big wink*

I am partly done with my exams.

I am the slave for exams.

I am mentally and physically exhausted.

I am lacking of sleep.

I am looking forward to the holidays.

Declaration of Freedom

Yes, officially I am done with my mock today and im blogging at home :)
Having one week plus sem and raya break.

I am happy because finally can bid farewell to those mountains of books and past year papers. No more slave of books.

However, simultaneously im upset because i think i have jinxed my exam,

all the way from the first paper.
I dont think im doing well in anyone of them. =(
Moreover, the end of mock exam is meaning that the real TEE exams is approaching as well,

in just about 6 weeks.

Arghhh, time is fleeting unconsciously.

Anyway, its time for me to have fun now, so many plans are on my mind right now.
Can someone please teach me how to squeeze all my plans in this short holiday?

I need more time.

And,

Happy holiday to myself ^^

Friendship forever

She, the bff of mine.

Had an outing with her yesterday.

We didnt go to the usual-hang-out place.

Just simply shopped little bit and sat down for a long girl's talk.

From studies to family, from boy-girl-relationship to future and so on.

And of course, we camwhored a little. :D

Just a simple,short and normal meet.

But its the satisfying one.

Heart her <3

What makes people happy?

When you are so stress and fed up,

first,

back to your home is always the best choice.

Second,

Retail Therapy

~Third~

Change of new handphones

All this make your day =D

Have a good day.

R.I.P

Too many things happened in the passed few days.
I dont really want to talk about it anymore.

This is the fact
Everyone has to go through this process
I have expected it to happen
But it just happened out of a sudden
It happened too fast.
And i really cant accept it abruptly.

However, things still have to go on.
It is the time embedding the grief and sorrow in the heart.

Cherish someone who are still by your side.